is this how you would want it to be?
Anything but a ravishing melody?
Don't make me swim in your cascade of lies.
Just be frank -just with me , forget the old ties
in regards of your issues- It's engraved in the past.
Now is now- then was a while back- and later is to cast.
i should stop- and you should stop. wasting my time forming a daily tear-
concocted from effort plus misery- to satisfy your sulking ass,dear.
You never came by when my heart was hurled - bleeding.
you've always made the gesture to walk off- fleeting
away from the worst- only present at your fine time.
when i was isolated from all- excluding you. you simply- don't rhyme.
I've tried to support you, with all my attempts, heavy and light
with anything - that would be considered sane, kind - and right.
i tried to sustain you, fix your frown,you would never be alone
with me- i wanted you- i beckoned for your love- you just threw a gnawed bone
that was retrieved from my ribs, you were still holding my heart
for the months and months, i tried- in a daily russle. until you shot me with your poisened dart
sourced from the cynical mind you've droned on me- i'm done bleeding.i lift my hands up- halted and high
with a tired sigh my sleeves dripping in a river of crimson - i'm done- fuck you and goodbye.